Saturday, April 23, 2011

Biyy !!

hohoho .. 
Finally .. jumpa someone yang I truely LOVE ..
Okay memang first2 I anggap you as abang I .. 
Tapi since kita gaduh this couple of week .. 
I rasa something fishie and incomplete .. 
Maybe I rindu nak cakap dengan you like we used to .. 
then on 22nd April 2011 .. kita dah okay balik .. 
Balik sekolah tu I memang plan nak tegur you and admit what have I done , But you yang start dulu and kita jadi macam dulu balik .. 
Tapi kali ni perasaan I dekat you dah berubah .. 
I sayang you .. more than a sister LOVE her big brother .. 
Dapat la hang dengan you kejap tapi , bila you cakap you GTG coz nak pergi sembahyang jumaat , I rasa macam tak nak bagi you pergi je ........... but I can't do anything if in this matters .. 
Then seriously I rindu you .. sumpah I miss you a lot .. yelah , dah lama kan kita tak tegur .. rindu ! 
Daot jumpa you lagi memang buat I betul2 tersenyum and I dah lama tak rasa nervous nak jumpa guy .. 
Pernah rasa tapi tu semua dah jadi kenangan yang terindah ..
Then you kena pergi lagi coz ada training softball !
I ingat nak merajuk tapi dalam hati I pikir ............
Jangan nak buat hal ! kau baru je baik dengan dia .. 
Okay fine .. this time I'll let you go .. 
Pastu syukur alhamdulillah .. you tak boleh main softball because you dah masuk bola under 18 !! haha thank god .. and serve you rite ! tamak sangat .. hahaha
Pastu dapat lepak lagi dengan you .. owh how much I miss you la biyy .. 
Then you hold my hand and whispered at my ears saying that you miss me .. 
I wish I can hug you and told you how much I miss you too !!
haha .. then that night you make me damn happy and I just want to told you that
ILOVEYOUsomuch biyy .. 

..xoxo..

The New Dannielle !!

I've decided to change and make a whole New Life !!
I hope this time I've get to forget all about my past !
I have to , because I don't wanna live in sadness forever .. 
So the only thing is to change a be happy all the time .. 
Stop wearing a fake smile !!
Stop crying all night !
Yesterday I didn't cried at all .. for the first time .. 
So this is a big deal for me .. 
Just hoping you guys can help me to forget about everything ya ?

..xoxo..